Your Love Archetype Ruby

My before and after DIVA U pics. I was reluctant on sharing my pictures cause I thought to myself, “Do i even look different? Did I change that drastically?” I wanted to see my energy, pictures are nothing special, no makeup, no hairdo, just me. Esther told me to share my before and after and now looking at these pictures side by side it brings tears to my eyes. I thought I was okay, I thought I had all the answers, I thought the way I was going would eventually bring happiness. on the left that’s a “I think i’m happy, but don’t actually know what happiness is” smile. Today, my energy says, “I accept where I am, how I am and I choose Love” I’m not perfect, I am continuing to work on myself everyday but Rebekah is back and I LOVE HER !

Every woman should do this program. It has changed me for the better. My job has called me in to work more and I made more money. I love myself more. I know that my soulmate is coming and I will have the healthy love relationship of my dreams. I am more happy in life than ever before. Thank you Shay! And God.

I began in august of last year. I finished the program and I wanted to write this earlier but now is when I get to put the energy and my gratitude towards each and everyone of you and specially to shay and her management team.

The first picture is when I met Shay. I told her please let me take a quick picture so she allowed me to and I said to myself that I’’ll be one of your most successful stories.

I didn’t tell her that but I said it to myself.

I fully trusted her. Maybe there were times where I couldn’t understand but I continued.

While in the program I cried, I got angry, I felt rejected , I got sad and also I danced, I laughed, I re connected with my womb, my authentic self, I made an amazing friendship here and I deepened my relationships in my life.

Was it easy? Hmmm no. At all.

Many times I question myself. Many times I didn’t wanted to continue this. Many times I wanted a magic wand and yet many times I asked for support, I allowed my shame to no longer have control , I allowed myself to see how imperfect I am and yet how passionate and authentic I can truly be once I surrender , trusted my intuition and believed in shay’s program.

By no means I am saying I’m this happy ,joyful person all the time. I still react, I still get upset, I still cry yet… is less time that I stay in those feelings. I see them, let them be and continue with gratitude.

I love dancing, I love my job and enjoy food in a way that makes my heart & soul happy, I get happy just to sit in a park by myself just reading a book. I am single but I’m not lonely.
For the first time in my life… I’m 36 years old I am living by myself. I am thriving in North Carolina, I am feeling healthy spiritually , physically and mentally.

I had no healthy masculine representation growing up. I didn’t grow up with a father. I met him when I was 19. I found him. He didn’t. I forgave him. We have the best relationship now.

I had two marriages and two divorces. My mother was a single mother that raised me with values and ethics , she was fierce and loved me so deeply but her shouting , outburst of anger and silent treatments made us grew apart while I was young, I shoplifted when I was 13. I wanted to be a rebel, I had an attitude ,

( I asked for forgiveness and I made piece with this) I did that not because I needed the clothes but because I was so angry at the world and didnt understand why my mother was so angry at life. I had 2 abortions. I made piece with that part of my life , I talked to them little angels and I forgave myself for that.

I was molested when I was younger , I was rejected and punched by a boy, and I was also made fun of because of my leg. I had my son at 15 and he has been one of the best parts of my life.
I tell you this because I had to be vulnerable with myself, remembering what I had gone through not to put myself as a victim but to see how much I had evolved and conquered.

Guess what? my story is not the only one like this. We all have stories that have been challenging but that’s why God created programs like this, there is no coincidence that each one of us is here.

I love each part of my journey.

And my wish to each one of us is to continue thriving, listening to our feminine energy and intuition.

Shay has done an incredible thing with this program.

I don’t know if there are other coaches I mean I’m sure there are plenty but to me Shay spoke to a part of me that called for authenticity , real, passionate , no bullshit approach. And I gravitated
to that.

Let’s continue to flourish with that beautiful feminine energy 💄

With love and gratitude to all ✨

Thanks Shay.